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NOTICE: I am a practicing Catholic Layman, very active and in good-standing with the Diocese of Honolulu, who professes faith and loyalty to the Church. This ministry - my "little work" - is strictly a personal expression of that faith and loyalty, and not an officially recognized ministry by the Diocese.

~ Peter, Ministry Administrator


Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Saint of the Month - July 2026: Bl. Maria Maddalena Martinengo


Bl. Maria Maddalena Martinengo
Hidden Passion Flower of the Capuchin Order
Memorial: July 27th


Noble Roots and a Contested Calling
Margherita Martinengo was born on October 5, 1687, into the illustrious Martinengo clan of Brescia, Italy.  Her father, Francesco Leopoldo Martinengo, Count of Barco, and her mother, Margherita Secchi d'Aragona, possessed immense wealth and societal influence.  Tragically, her mother died a mere five months after her birth.  Margherita was a highly intelligent and sensitive child who received an extensive secular and religious education thanks to her social status.

Entrusted to the Ursuline sisters at the age of six, and heavily influenced by her pious teacher Isabella Marazzi, Margherita developed deep faith and devotion.  She kept a rosary continually in her hand and favored reading the Breviary over typical childhood pastimes.

At the age of thirteen, feeling an intense internal pull toward the Divine, Margherita made a private vow of virginity.  However, as she approached her sixteenth birthday, the pressures of her aristocratic status began to mount.  Her family actively sought to arrange a prestigious marriage for her, promising her hand to the son of a prominent Venetian senator.  Her brothers, hoping to sway her from her pious inclinations, showered her with romantic literature and worldly entertainment.  Margherita later confessed that these secular distractions temporarily seduced her, later referring to the romantic novels she received as "books from hell" for the spiritual turmoil they caused her.

Following a period of interior struggle, Margherita emerged with absolute clarity during a family vacation in the mountains surrounding Lake Iseo.  Against the fierce opposition of her father, her siblings, the household servants, and even her confessor, she announced her intention to join a local cloistered Capuchin Poor Clare monastery.  On Christmas Day, 1704, the seventeen-year-old countess presented herself at the monastery of Santa Maria della Neve in Brescia, famously declaring simply: "I want to become holy."

On September 8, 1705, she was clothed in the coarse Franciscan habit, taking the religious name Sr. Maria Maddalena.


Heroic Virtues and Humility
Despite her delicate appearance—described by her contemporaries as being "like wax"—Maria Maddalena exhibited astonishing fortitude. Immersed in the grueling daily realities of a poor eighteenth-century monastery, she utterly discarded her aristocratic background.

Among her sisters, she became affectionately known as "il facchino del monastero" (the monastery porter). With an absolute dedication to humility and obedience, she actively sought out the lowest, most physically demanding chores.  The former countess happily served as the community's dishwasher, kitchen hand, gardener, baker, sweeper, laundress, wool weaver, and shoemaker. She requested no exemptions, accepted no privileges of rank, and deliberately pursued hardships to strip away any remaining worldly pride.

Her practice of the virtues was so noteworthy, she was eventually elected by the community to the position of Novice Mistress and later as Abbess.  Yet, even in roles of authority, she led entirely by example, maintaining her rigorous adherence to the Rule and treating the sisters with immense maternal warmth.


Hidden Penances and Radical Asceticism
Bl. Maria Maddalena is particularly noted for the severity of her physical mortification and penances, a practice deeply rooted in the ascetic traditions of her time.  Driven by a profound horror of sin and a sincere desire to share in the sufferings of Christ's Passion, she embraced extreme bodily mortifications.

She wore a cilice (spiked belt), a hairshirt, restricted her sleep, fasted intensely, and subjected her body to disciplines meant to closely unite her physical state with Christ on the cross.  Remarkably, despite the severity of these practices, she maintained a joyful, robust exterior.  Until the very end of her life, she managed to conceal the true extent of her penances and bodily infirmities from even the most observant members of her community.  She firmly believed that voluntary penance was not merely a discipline for the flesh, but a transformative fire meant to clear away self-love and make room for divine grace.


Spiritual Gifts and Mystical Encounters
Beneath the monotonous surface of her manual labor lay a deeply active, mystical interior life.  By order of her confessor, Maria Maddalena reluctantly recorded her spiritual experiences in an autobiography and various journals, leaving behind a rich theological treasury.

Her spiritual gifts were charismatic and profound.  She was highly regarded for her spiritual discernment, often accurately reading the hearts of her novices and offering appropriate spiritual direction.  Furthermore, her writings reveal ecstatic raptures and deep union with God.  In fact, one of the most famous mystical phenomena attributed to her is the "exchange of hearts" with Jesus.  She recorded a vision in which she prayed: "Lord, take my heart.  I no longer want it."  Christ was apparently pleased with her offer, and she described the sensation of Jesus removing her physical heart and replacing it with His own, which she felt was "all on fire with love".  From henceforth, she felt herself physically inflamed by an all-consuming love for her Divine Spouse burning with her (the "Incendium Amoris").

The Beata also experienced profound private revelations concerning the sufferings of Christ that inspired the devotion of the "Fifteen Secret Pains of Jesus" in which Christ disclosed to her the unrecorded physical and emotional tortures He endured in the dark hours preceding His crucifixion ... and, not surprisingly, beginning in 1713, she also participated in the Lord's sorrowful Passion, via the sufferings of the invisible Stigmata every Friday.  Small wounds around her head from the crown of thorns reportedly did open and bleed, but she successfully hid them under her wimple and veil.  Through these mystical experiences, she achieved a total identification with Christ Crucified, enduring periods of immense spiritual desolation (the "dark night of the soul") alongside ecstatic consolations.


Death and Enduring Legacy
In her later years, Maria Maddalena’s extreme asceticism and exhausting schedule took their toll.  She contracted tuberculosis, bearing the painful, wasting disease with the same serene submission she had applied to the rest of her life.

She died on July 27, 1737, at the age of 49; her body remained flexible.  It was after her death, that the extent of voluntary penances was revealed on her body, including the marks of the crown of thorns on her brow.  When the news of her passing spread beyond the convent walls, the people of Brescia—who had long revered the holy Abbess as a living saint—gathered in mourning.  Her remains are venerated to this day in the Church of the Convent of the Capuchin Poor Clares in Brescia.

The tomb of Bl. Maria Maddalena Martinengo
as seen in Brescia, Italy.

Following her death, the careful theological examination of her writings and the reporting of numerous miracles (including the miraculous healings of Isabella Groppelli Gromi and Giuseppe Tosi) propelled her cause for sainthood.  Pope Leo XIII officially Beatified Maria Maddalena Martinengo on June 3, 1900.

Today, she stands as a powerful testament to the Capuchin Franciscan ideals: a woman who walked away from the heights of worldly power to embrace the lowest rung of monastic service, and in doing so, achieved profound mystical union with God.

Bl. Maria Maddalena Martinengo,
pray for us!

Saturday, June 27, 2026

A week with our Mother Mary...



What a busy and intense week it was for me, but in a good way ... and it seemed to this author that the "veil" separating Heaven and Earth was especially thin this week; Our Lady was a factor and her influence seemed particularly palpable.  Did anyone else feel this way?

... and I think the recent events in Medjugorje was the catalyst, at least from my personal perspective.  This ongoing Church-approved Marian Apparition just celebrated its 45th Anniversary on June 24th, 2026, and the Queen of Peace again requested a special nine days of preparation - a "Novena of Rosaries" - calling for people to participate in late night vigils up on Apparition Hill, as if to encourage voluntary mortification and sacrifice amongst the pilgrims.

Marija in ecstasy during an apparition

For those familiar with this ministry, you likely already know that I personally believe in these apparitions and promote the monthly messages in this blog.  I cannot express enough how Medjugorje has deeply influenced my spiritual life for the better, and I attribute many special favors I've received to the maternal intercession of the Queen of Peace of Medjugorje.  So promoting devotion to her is the least I can do to repay her.

Two of the six Seers - Ivan and Marija -
present during an apparition

I followed that Medjugorje Rosary Novena in spiritual union, via YouTube, and performed whatever special instruction was given by the Blessed Virgin during each apparition (e.g. praying for the Poor Souls).  Then, on June 25th, a friend invited me to bring relics to her home for a prayer meeting she hosted for her parish's Fatima Pilgrim Madonna statue.  It just so happened to be the day that Our Lady gave her June monthly message for the world so I took the opportunity to speak not just about the Fatima message, but also about the events in Medjugorje.  There were a couple of people present who had actually never heard of Medjugorje and they were quite impressed by what they learned.  I also relayed how the Virgin once said to the Medjugorje seers: "What I started in Fatima, I will finish in Medjugorje.  My heart will triumph."   Our host then read the June 25th Message out loud.

   
Relic Pilgrim Visitation at the Manoa Residence in Aiea: Relics of the
Fatima Seers were displayed with the Medjugorje Peace Icon

Also making a positive impact were my ministry's relics of the three Fatima Seers (including a splinter of wood from the tree of apparitions) and my Medjugorje "Peace Icon" that has three stones taken from the shrine on Apparition Hill; from the Blue Cross shrine; and from the large cross atop Cross Mountain.  All of it, together, contributed to a certain heavenly presence that permeated the room we were in.

Finally, this morning (6/27), as I drove to St. John Vianney Church in Kailua to attend Mass, I was surprised to see a clear figure of the Blessed Virgin high in the sky ahead of me.  It looked like a cardboard cut-out of her pasted in the sky - the clearest photo is shown below.

     
Our Lady's figure in the sky above Enchanted Lakes,
Kailua (zoomed-in in the left photo)

I believe what I saw was intended as a sign for the parish priest (a friend of mine) who had asked me to pray with him for a certain, undisclosed petition (we were invoking Our Lady's intercession) ... but wait - if that weren't enough, after the Mass and joining in the Rosary and the Divine Mercy Chaplet with a few St. John Vianney parishioners, I again witnessed Our Lady's silhouette floating in the air - see below.

     
Our Lady's figure spotted in the sky above Kailua for a
second time in the same day (zoomed-in in the left photo)

So one can understand what I meant by the title of this blog.  Due to all that transpired in the past week, I really felt that I spent it with Mother Mary, the Queen of Peace ... and one might be surprised to learn that I've never been to Medjugorje despite my devotion; neither do I feel the need to go there because here's what I've learned throughout the years: one doesn't need to go to Medjugorje to experience its extraordinary grace and inspiration.  Just live the messages wherever you are - Convert, Pray "from the heart", live a Sacramental Life, and Fast regularly - and the blessed fruits of Medjugorje will come to you!  Indeed, putting her words into action is the best way we can show love and honor to our Heavenly Mother Mary.

Our Lady, Queen of Peace,
pray for us!

Tuesday, June 16, 2026

Messages from the Queen of Peace of Medjugorje: June 2026 (45th Anniversary of the Medjugorje Apparitions)


Medjugorje celebrates 45 years of fruitful grace!

(Click/Tap on the above image to hear the two
messages given by Our Lady in June 2026)

Our Lady, Queen of Peace, pray for us!