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NOTICE: I am a practicing Catholic, active and in good-standing with my local diocese, who professes faith and loyalty to the Church. This ministry - my "little work" - is strictly a personal expression of that faith and loyalty, and not an officially recognized ministry in the Diocese of Honolulu.

~ Peter, Ministry Administrator


Sunday, October 6, 2024

Another curious photo ...


This author attends Mass on Saturday mornings at St. John Vianney Church in Kailua.  I go there because the Mass start time is convenient (8am); I like the priest; Confession is available after the Mass and there's no ridiculous cut-off time (e.g. 30 minutes to hear 20 penitents!); and lastly, there's a beautiful and peaceful outdoor shrine to the Immaculate Heart of Mary that I like to frequent (see below) ... and because of graces I've experienced at that particular place, I can't help but believe it's especially hallowed ground.  I've even taken photographs from that spot showing seemingly holy figures in the sky and yesterday it may have happened again.

The shrine to Mother Mary at
St. John Vianney Church, Kailua.

It was the First Saturday and after attending Mass and Eucharistic Adoration, I made my way to the garden to say a few more prayers at the shrine and its lovely statue.  On the way, I asked Our Lady for a special favor ... then randomly snapped about four photos of the sky.

Later, when reviewing the pics, I didn't initially see anything remarkable, but I did notice that a couple showed a bright ray of light descending toward a certain cloud - see one of the photos below.


I focused on the cloud, but still, nothing popped out for me ... that is, not until I happened to turn my phone about 45 degrees to the right and recognized what potentially could be a sign.  And to make sure it wasn't just me seeing things, I showed the photo to two friends - both immediately blurted, "It's Our Lady ... wearing a veil ... and she's praying!" (one friend thinks she's also clutching a crucifix)

The cloud-image zoomed in - the figure
of Our Lady, gazing upward while praying?
(Look close - there's even a face!)

So one might be wondering what was that favor I asked for from Our Lady that prompted all of this?  I'm leaving tomorrow on a pilgrimage to several European Shrines: Fatima, Lourdes, Santiago de Compostela (St. James the Apostle's shrine), San Giovanni Rotondo (St. Padre Pio's tomb/shrine), Monte Gargano (St. Michael's Grotto), Mugnano del Cardinale (St. Philomena's tomb/shrine), and Rome ... and asked our Heavenly Mother to intercede for our Hawaii group to obtain deeper faith and abundant spiritual graces for each of us; to accompany us every step of the trip.  Therefore, I presume the photo - the cloud image - is the Blessed Virgin's way of confirming that she's interceding.  Besides, the figure is just too uncanny to be random.

So, going back to that little outdoor shrine at St. John Vianney Church, there's something "anointed" about it; a holy presence that emanates.  In fact, this photo is the fourth unusual pic I've captured from that garden (others can be viewed here).  If one is ever in Kailua Town, drop by the parish for Mass ... then stop by their Immaculate Heart of Mary shrine to greet Our Lady.  Petition her for your own personal needs and see what happens.  The Blessed Virgin's maternal responsiveness to every concern may just surprise you!

Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Saint of the Month - October 2024: Saint Teresa of Avila


St. Teresa of Avila
A Master of Mystical Contemplation
Feast: October 15th

Considered one of the greatest and influential figures in the Catholic Church, St. Teresa of Jesus was a multifaceted Saint - she was a Carmelite nun; a reformer and founder; a practical administrator; a renowned spiritual writer; and a contemplative mystic of the highest order.

Born Teresa de Cepeda y Ahumada on March 28, 1515, in Avila, Spain.  Her parents were highly pious and raised their offspring to be faithful, as well.  In fact, when Teresa was just 7, she was inspired by the lives of the Saints to run away with her brother, Rodrigo, in an attempt to become little Martyrs at the hands of the Moors, but both were returned home by an uncle who found them wandering outside the city walls.

The youngster suffered a deep blow when she lost her devout mother, Beatriz, at 14.  At this stage in her life, she succumbed to distractions (e.g. romantic novels, fashion, and social events) but developed aspirations to consecrated life after her father - Don Alonso - sent her to board with the local Augustinian nuns; recovery from a serious bout with Malaria was another factor in her first "reversion".

In the meantime, being that his daughter had matured into a beautiful, intelligent, witty, and charming young woman, Alonso sought an advantageous marriage for her.  Teresa resisted the idea of marriage and secretly left home at age 20 to enter the Carmelite Monastery of the Incarnation in Avila (simply known as the Incarnation).  When her father found out, he relented and supported his daughter's vocation.  She was professed under the name of Sr. Teresa of Jesus.  

It needs to be mentioned that the monastery Teresa entered had become lax since its establishment.  Rather than observing the original, strict Carmelite Rule the monastery was a social gathering place for women of high society to chat and mingle with the nuns, and each other.  The residents, themselves, had lost the sense of discipline and austerity that their vows entailed (nuns from elite families retained personal possessions and accepted gifts from their wealthy relatives), and Teresa was caught up in it along with about 150 other nuns of the Incarnation!

Two years into religious life our Saint again fell seriously ill.  Despite the best treatments arranged for her by Don Alonso, she progressively worsened and was taken home where she was soon bed-ridden.  After three years, Teresa made a partial recovery, thanks to prayers invoking St. Joseph, and she was reflective not only because of the suffering she endured but also because of divine illuminations she started receiving in contemplative prayer.  She resumed life at the Incarnation and for the next 15 years progressively transitioned from living the mediocre lifestyle of her community to greater commitment to the spirit of the Carmelite vocation.  This process was facilitated by the direct intervention of the Lord, who began granting Sr. Teresa spiritual charisms, including visions and locutions.

Among her most pivotal mystical visions was a visit to hell where she saw the place prepared for her should she choose to live contrary to the will of God; this time around, Teresa's "reversion" was solid and lasting. 

Now concerned over the poor spiritual state of the monastery, Sr. Teresa of Jesus conceived the idea of a reform.  She sought guidance about her mystical inspirations and experiences with learned Churchmen, but was initially judged as either deluded or under diabolic influences.  Amidst tremendous moral suffering, she persevered in humility and obedience to her confessors, and eventually found support and encouragement from certain holy priests, a few of whom are now Saints like her, e.g. St. Francis BorgiaSt. Peter of Alcantara, and St. John of the Cross.

The piercing of St. Teresa's heart
with Divine Love

In the meantime, Teresa's spirituality escalated and she was sometimes levitated in full view of witnesses while in ecstatic prayer; Mass and Holy Communion was usually a trigger.  During one of these raptures, her famous encounter with a Seraph occurred in which her soul was infused with Divine Love, represented by a long dart tipped with a flame that the angel repeatedly pierced her heart with!  In addition, at another time, she underwent the sublime grace of Mystical Marriage with Christ and received the hidden Stigmata.

In 1562, at the age of 47, Teresa left the Incarnation with a handful of like-minded companions to enter her first reformed monastery in Avila, which she dedicated to her beloved St. Joseph.  The project was covertly papal-approved and funded by one of her married sisters.  In their new house Teresa and her nuns were strictly cloistered and observed poverty and discipline, unlike their previous monastery.

Vehement opposition from within her Order and secular officials soon followed the reform, but Teresa bravely stood firm and weathered all obstacles, which dissipated, as she went on to successively establish a total of 16 monasteries (including the Incarnation in Avila) in the span of 20 years.  It all goes to show her proficient skills as a diplomat, negotiator, and organizer.  And not to be overlooked are the miracles Teresa worked along the way (e.g. she raised a young nephew to life after he was crushed by a collapsed wall during the construction of her first monastery).

The reform that Teresa started with the Carmelite nuns was later taken up by St. John of the Cross in the male branch of Carmelites.  His efforts also met with success amidst similar push-back and persecution (sometimes violent) from other members of the Order.  Those who embraced the reform came to be known as the Discalced ("shoeless") Carmelites, versus those of the "ancient observance".  Providentially, the bitter dispute between the two branches was resolved in 1579, per a Papal edict that granted autonomy to the Discalced Carmelites from their predecessors.

... and finally, a biography about St. Teresa of Avila would not be complete without mentioning her literary works.  Fortunately for us, her rich spirituality and teachings are preserved, thanks to her confessor's specific commands to her to write them down.  Of particular value are the following spiritual classics:

  • Her autobiography - the "Life of Sr. Teresa of Jesus" in which she describes her soul's transformation in four stages, using the symbolism of a garden.

  • "The Way of Perfection", a guide to prayer and meditation she wrote for her nuns.

  • "The Interior Castle" in which she describes the successive seven stages of transformation a soul undergoes in its quest for ultimate union with God.

Teresa died in her Carmel of the Annunciation in Alba de Tormes, on October 4, 1582.  She was 67-years-old and her body exuded a delightful floral fragrance that was known to surround her even in life; 9 months later her body was unearthed and discovered perfectly intact although the habit she was wearing was in tattered condition.  Today, her major relics can still be venerated in Alba de Tormes, Spain.


Above:  The Saint's incorrupt body,
captured in a rare photo from 1914.
Below:  The relic of St. Teresa's heart
(the wound left by the angel's dart is
still seen in the preserved heart)



Without a doubt, this Saint's illustrious life is the work of the Holy Spirit, as good fruit continue manifesting in the wake of her passing.  Canonized in 1622, St. Teresa of Avila was further bestowed the rare honor of being named a Doctor of the Church in 1970 ... and let's not forget that among her spiritual children are other Saints, such as St. John of the CrossSt. Teresa Margaret of the Sacred HeartSt. Therese the Little Flower (also a Doctor of the Church); St. Mariam Baouardy of Bethlehem; the Holocaust Martyr - St. Teresa Benedicta of the Cross (Edith Stein); and the celebrated Sr. Lucia of Fatima, to name just a few ... and other new Saints from the Discalced Carmelite spiritual family will surely follow.

St. Teresa of Jesus, pray for us, as we
journey through the stages of spiritual
growth and transformation.  Amen.

Sunday, September 29, 2024

For Discernment: MARY the QUEEN OF PEACE


The glowing figure captured in the photos below appeared in my home very early this morning.  This is my personal testimony:

It all started from yesterday, 9/28 - I had a challenging day juggling attendance at morning Mass; exercising my daily prayers; preparing things for an upcoming overseas trip; refurbishing two statues for a Pilgrim Madonna initiative that my parish is doing in October; ironing out details for the Pilgrim Madonna scheduling and guidelines; serving at the Altar at a Saturday evening Vigil Mass; dealing with a disgruntled parishioner over a chapel Sanctuary candle that inadvertently gone out; then clearing up a misunderstanding with one of my priests. By the end of it all, I was deflated and exhausted and, after getting home, fell fast asleep.   Ever had one of those days?

Fast forward several hours to about 2:40AM this morning - I awoke and shortly after was shocked to discover a light formation on a wall in the uncanny likeness of the Virgin Mary.

       

It goes without saying that, as I gazed upon the sight with awe, I felt the stress and anxiety from the prior day immediately lift.  At the same time a sensation seemed to well-up inside of me ‐ a warm presence and a voice - and it pronounced a single word, almost like a command:

"PEACE"

... and I felt the peace, along with heightened joy, gratitude, and a deep sense of being loved; I was also convinced that everything I was worried about was going to be OK ... and abundant blessings would be granted for my parish's Pilgrim Madonna initiative.  GOD IS GOOD.

St. Anthony of Padua Parish's two
Pilgrim Madonna statues

So thanks and praises be to our Lord Jesus Christ ... and of course, thanks, also, to our dear Holy Mother Mary.  She is, indeed, the QUEEN OF PEACE.