Disclaimer

NOTICE: I am a practicing Catholic Layman, very active and in good-standing with the Diocese of Honolulu, who professes faith and loyalty to the Church. This ministry - my "little work" - is strictly a personal expression of that faith and loyalty, and not an officially recognized ministry by the Diocese.

~ Peter, Ministry Administrator


Sunday, March 30, 2025

Are these extraordinary blessings for St. Anthony of Padua Parish?


Strange things are happening at my Kailua parish of St. Anthony of Padua Church; wonderful things ... and this author suspects perhaps the Good Lord and the Holy Virgin is trying to tell Hawaii something and maybe has plans for the parish.  May our priests and faith community respond worthily with opens hearts.  Allow me to elaborate.

It started 10 days ago on March 20, 2025.  While praying after the morning Mass, I felt a powerful presence within the church; a living and holy presence that was so tangible I could pinpoint it hovering up in the highest part of the church interior.  I couldn't see anything but I sensed it was there ... and after I was done praying and left the church, it followed me; it was around me.  I couldn't help but think to myself, "Something special is gonna happen today." and I looked up searching at the sky but didn't see anything extraordinary.

However, while walking across the street to my car, I heard a woman's voice say to me, "Go ahead - take a picture."  I recognized the voice as Our Lady's, and without hesitation I snapped three photos towards the church.  Upon reviewing the pics, I was amazed to discover that one of them showed her silhouette atop a palm tree in front of the church - it reminded me of a classic depiction of the Virgin of Fatima on her little tree!  So the "presence" was her, after all.


We observe First Saturdays with a special
Rosary so was it Our Lady of Fatima?



Fast forward to yesterday - March 29th - after the Saturday evening Vigil Mass, a huge cloud above the church began taking a human-like silhouette - a familiar form.  In awe, I recall thinking something to this effect, "It can't be.  Not again."  I don't know why but I actually ignored what I was seeing and drove off to a nearby Aunt's house ... and when I got out of my car, the cloud-figure was still above - impossibly intact! - so I took a few photos, which I post a couple below.

   

Showing both sets of the pics to family and a few friends, collectively we came to the same conclusion - we see the outline/figure of the Virgin Mary.  But the big question is ... WHY?  Why an influx of signs?  I can only assume that there is a special grace being granted to St. Anthony of Padua Church and a lesson to be learned.  The truth is, these two photos aren't the only unusual ones taken at the parish.  If one browses this ministry's Photo Albums of Little Signs to the right, one will find others taken within the past 10 years so it can't be mere coincidences.  I believe all of it has something to do with the faith and dedication of certain parishioners there; a few of them are co-members with me in our parish's FIAT: Faith In Action Today Prayer Group so I know them very well.  All are active in parish ministries and involved in spreading the Faith; all have a loving, filial relationship with Our Lady, especially through the Holy Rosary.  

What a privilege it is to know such good people; to pray and serve alongside them.  I believe that it's because of our collaborative efforts to spread devotion to the Blessed Virgin that she responds as our "Mom" to encourage and remind us of her abiding maternal love.  And the pics - they're only a visible sign of something more important, which is the invisible grace Our Lady brings that is working in life of our parish.  I discern its power ... and I'm humbled, uplifted, and grateful.  I also sense that we haven't seen the last of her.

So long as the parish continues doing what it's doing for our dear Heavenly Mother, blessings will blossom into good fruit in our faith-community; she'll also continue dropping by on occasion to check-in with us - her "kids" - knowing that she's invited and welcomed.  That's the special grace and, ultimately, the big lesson ... and it applies to every other parish not just mine.  Make Mother Mary welcomed - she will come bearing gifts.  Ave Maria!

[If you're ever in Kailua, please visit us
too - we welcome you!  For directions to
our beautiful church, click here]

Wednesday, March 26, 2025

Monthly Message from the Queen of Peace of Medjugorje: March 2025



Monthly Message given to Marija on March 25th:
  “Dear children, in this time of grace when you are called to conversion, I am encouraging you, little children: offer me your prayers, sufferings and tears for conversion of hearts that are far from the Heart of my Son Jesus.  Pray with me, because, little children, without God you do not have a future or eternal life.  I love you, but I cannot help you without you; therefore, say 'yes' to God.  Thank you for having responded to my call.”

Message given to Mirjana during her Annual Apparition on March 18th:
  “Dear children!  With motherly love I implore you: give me your hands folded in prayer, give me your hearts cleansed in confession and I will lead you to my Son.  Because, my children, only my Son, with His light, can illuminate the darkness; only He, with His Word, can remove suffering.  Therefore, do not be afraid to walk with me, because I am leading you to my Son – salvation.  Thank you.”

Saturday, March 15, 2025

Saints & Relics Presentation, 3/15/2025: Holy Cross Parish, Kalaheo (Kauai)



Once again, the people of Kauai have warmed my heart and exceeded my expectations with their enthusiasm and hospitality!  This morning, this author flew over to Kauai Island to conduct a Lenten "Mini-Retreat" for Holy Cross Parish, which included a talk on Saints, Relics, and Eucharistic Miracles.  Based on feedback, the event was a complete success.  Thanks and Praises be to God!


The church's Pastor, Fr. Danny Galang, and his parish team of organizers were well-prepared to host the Relics, having setup covered tables and generously putting together packets filled with rosaries, holy cards, and even handkerchiefs with which to touch the Relics, so as to create 3rd Class ones for blessed mementos of the occasion.  And there was food prepared for the 70+ attendees!  (Well done, Holy Cross Parish!)

With my new friend - Fr. Danny

What was also exceptional was the invitation extended to the other parishes on the island - I met people from St. Raphael Parish, St. Theresa Parish, and again saw several friends I made when I did the January 2025 talk at St. Catherine Parish in Kapa'a.


Over 30 Relics on display, including Relics
of Our Lady's veil and the True Cross


What a beautiful and highly fruitful event orchestrated by our Lord; all the free sacramentals were scooped up and this ministry was invited to return in October to faith-share about the Blessed Virgin's apparitions and messages.  God's will be done!

Fr. Danny and my new Kauai Ohana

Wednesday, March 5, 2025

Lent 2025


“By the sweat of your brow you shall
eat bread, until you return to the ground,
from which you were taken; for you are
dust, and to dust you shall return.”

- Genesis 3:19


“So submit yourselves to God.
Resist the devil, and he will flee from
you.  Draw near to God, and he will draw
near to you.  Cleanse your hands, you
sinners, and purify your hearts, you of
two minds.  Begin to lament, to mourn, to
weep.  Let your laughter be turned into
mourning and your joy into dejection.
Humble yourselves before the Lord
and he will exalt you.”

- James 4:7-10

Saturday, March 1, 2025

Saint of the Month - March 2025: Venerable Maria Costanza Zauli


Ven. Maria Costanza Zauli
A Handmaid of the Eucharist

Although not yet Canonized, the life of this lofty Italian mystic is worth reflecting upon, especially for the upcoming Lenten Season.  Like many authentic mystics, her life was filled with many sufferings, patiently and generously endured for the love of God and in atonement for the sins of others ... yet compensated with sublime heavenly visitations and abundant graces.

Born in Faenza, Italy, on April 17, 1886, she was baptized on the following day - a Palm Sunday - by her highly devout parents.  Thus, they named her Palma Pascua ("Easter Palm").  She reportedly smiled sweetly and laughed as the baptismal waters flowed over her head prompting the priest to exclaim: "This little girl is singular! Usually little ones cry, while she smiles so much!"

Indeed, Palma was special in many ways. Being that she was the only daughter with 6 brothers, she was doted upon by her entire family - the girl was said to have been exceptionally affable, and displayed a deep piety from her earliest years.  In fact, in her diary Palma recounted how her father, Giuseppe, taught her to love the Blessed Virgin and how she often heard the Lord clearly "speaking" to her heart (interior locutions); teaching and guiding her, which she initially thought was common to all children.

A pivotal experience occurred when Palma was only about 3-years-old - her father took her to Mass with him during which she witnessed the Host brilliantly illuminated by a supernatural light. From henceforth she was enamored by the Eucharist and when Giuseppe asked her what she wanted to do when she grew up, Palma decisively replied: "I will become a nun."

Throughout her pre-adolescent years, Palma amazed all who knew her with her admirable conduct, the aura of sanctity she exuded, and the special gifts God was clearly manifesting in her - she seemed to read souls and possessed a mature level of spiritual insight.  Of this period in her life, the Venerable once wrote: "The Lord, from then on, made himself known to my soul as a great light that enveloped me, permeated me, centered me in Himself, and I lived in that celestial atmosphere.  I preferred to remain in silence, in contemplation... In everything the Lord attracted me with an irresistible force and filled me with Himself."

At 9-years-old, Palma received Confirmation followed by her First Holy Communion, which was an earlier age than usual during her time. On both occasions she felt herself "alight" with presence of God, but it was during Communion that she heard Jesus say to her: "Will you be all mine as I am all yours, and forever? I have chosen you as my bride."  To this invitation Palma replied: "I will be yours forever."

In 1895, at the age of 20, Palma left home for Bologna to pursue her goal of becoming a nun.  Her vocation was at first opposed by her mother, but the young girl's firm resolve and Giuseppe's support managed to convince the woman.  So Palma entered the Congregation of the Handmaids of the Sacred Heart (a teaching and nursing congregation) on August 15th, the Feast of Our Lady's Assumption ... and after proving herself sincere and capable, she was admitted into investiture during which she was given the religious name of Sr. Maria Costanza (referred to as simply Sr. Costanza).

Sr. Costanza as a young nun.

In the convent, Sr. Costanza's mysticism escalated.  Frequent apparitions of our Lord occurred as He revealed to her profound heavenly mysteries and was apparently preparing her for a very special mission.  In her diary, she wrote these words concerning what the Lord was asking of her:

  "A great and luminous idea dominated my spirit from then on: the sanctity that the Lord demands of those consecrated to Him, priests, and religious: demands of love not sufficiently satisfied, for which the lament of the Divine Heart committed me to take the utmost care of my perfection, and to pray and offer for the sanctification of the chosen portion. With the consent of the director, I offered myself for this purpose so desired by God."

There were also encouraging appearances from the Madonna, whom Costanza loved dearly, and other visitations not so wonderful, as they involved the devil.  The enemy came in the form of a large menacing black dog to intimidate the young novice.  This infernal animal was also witnessed by the other nuns, but Sr. Costanza wasn't afraid - she simply invoked Our Lady and her guardian angel and it was usually sufficient to dispel the devil.

The profusion of extraordinary graces this Venerable experienced was so numerous, it will take too long to explain them all in a short blog.  So below is just a summary of some of the more significant ones:

  • In separate successive visions, the Lord showed Sr. Costanza Purgatory, then Hell, and finally Heaven in 1911.

  • During Holy Week of 1913, she experienced the suffering of the pains of Christ's Passion, via the Stigmata.  The Stigmata were repeated frequently, per witnesses who saw the wounds on her limbs.

  • Also during Lent of 1913, on Good Friday, she underwent the Mystical Marriage with Jesus in the presence of His Holy Mother who placed her finger into a ring with three precious stones.

  • The Eucharist was for her the summit of her spiritual life, triggering many of her visions, revelations, and outward signs such as ecstasies and a fiery glow on her face after Holy Communion or Adoration.

The nun, despite the unusual graces and sufferings she was living through, was able to fulfill her religious duties and was generally well-liked by her companions for her faith-example and the contagious joy she exuded; a smile was ever on her face ... and the students under her care loved her like a mother.  Furthermore, everything that God revealed to her, she entrusted to the guidance of her Confessor.

Beginning in 1923, Costanza came down with a mysterious and painful malady that mostly left her bedridden.  Our Lord had forewarned her of this trial, which He described as a participation and preparation for a great work.  In a series of revelations, He informed Costanza that she would leave her congregation to found another; Jesus wanted a new contemplative group of nuns who would  dedicate their lives to Perpetual Eucharistic Adoration for the specific purposes of praying for the sanctification of priests and religious; making reparation for their sins; supporting their work through prayer and sacrifices; and praying for spiritual vocations.

The sick nun sought discernment and approval from her Confessor and Cardinal Giorgio Cusmini, who unknown to her was the spiritual director to another reputable privileged soul, Elena Rocca (d. 1919 - read about her here).  Elena and Costanza were strangers to one another, but in September 1917 the Lord directed Elena to write to the Cardinal to urge him to support Sr. Costanza's initiative.  She did as instructed and was instrumental in setting into motion the establishment of the new congregation.

It wasn't until 1933 that the Handmaid Adorers of the Blessed Sacrament was finally founded amidst providential circumstances, in the face of many obstacles, and supported by the prayerful sacrifices on the part of Sr. Costanza and Elena Rocca.  On the day of the inauguration of the new monastery the foundress was miraculously healed of her illness and was able to join her spiritual daughters as their Mother Superior; she changed her name to Maria Costanza of the Sacred Side.  It was a name Jesus, Himself, had once called her because the work, He explained had sprung from his side-wound; hence, from the Sacred Heart, itself.

The Handmaid Adorers of the Blessed
Sacrament (Madre Costanza sits in the
front row to the left of the Cardinal).

Now a founder, Madre Costanza spent the rest of her life in complete dedication to the charism of her congregation and in intimate union with her Divine Spouse, via an intense Eucharistic Devotion.  Miracles and revelations also continued - she was reported to heal illnesses with her touch and foresee future events ... and demons still harassed her.

In July 1938 she was warned by Christ of an upcoming second World War.  Consequently, the founder transformed her monastery's cellar into a shelter, which she wisely stocked with necessary supplies.  When WWII erupted the year after in September 1939, her foresight greatly served not just her nuns, but also the local community.  Furthermore, God protected the Handmaids against the ravages of the war - bombs that fell on their monastery grounds failed to explode and bullets shot at their chapel missed the worshippers inside!  

Given that she had offered herself as an expiatory victim soul to mitigate the evils and ravages of the war (along with other mystic souls of her time) Madre Costanza suffered greatly.  By the time the war abated in Italy in the Spring of 1945, it had taken a toll on the nun; she began a slow decline.  In fact, Jesus appeared to her in August of that year bearing a magnificent jeweled crown for her, which she sensed was a happy foreshadowing of her eternal reward.  She lived until April 28, 1954, being 68-years-old at the time of her passing.

Madre Maria Costanza Zauli's Cause for Canonization is in progress; she was declared Venerable in June 2024.  Her body was discovered incorrupt during the ritual examination of her remains.  Please join this ministry in praying for her speedy Canonization.  Madre Costanza, pray for us!

A prayer leaflet w/a relic from Madre Maria
Costanza's veil, "Particella del Velo".